HAPPY NOVEMBER!! I can't believe the year is almost over, it's so
crazy. 2017 cannot get here fast enough!!
Something I've been thinking about
a lot lately when I get frustrated with how things are going as I'm student
teaching is that we're all brothers and sisters, and children of God. It's easy
for me to get so frustrated with a kid for how they're acting/the work they're
giving me (or not giving me). Not to their face of course, because I don't
wanna make any kids cry haha, but I'll come home and rant to Jake or sit there
and just let the angry thoughts stew in my head, and be ready to just throw in
the towel. And when I get to that point, I try to remember that these kids are,
first of all, KIDS. For me, 8th grade was 10 years ago. So it's been a while,
but I can still think back and remember what I was like and the things I cared
about when I was 13-14. And it helps me be more patient with my students.
Second of all, remembering that they're children of God really helps me have
patience.
These
kids, whether they're LDS or not, are important to Heavenly Father. He cares
about them SO MUCH! And He put them in a place where they'd have the
experiences they're having, because He knew they needed them to become the
people they're supposed to be. And who knows, maybe I was given this position
at Rigby Middle School because there is one kid who I'll really be able to
touch, or who really needs ME. Not any old teacher, but me specifically. How
cool is that? When I try to think about my career like that, and about the kids
I'm working with, I become so much stronger. Not that the problems go away,
because kids are kids and MAN OH MAN can they test your patience, but I feel
like I'm capable of handling the challenges I'm presented with.
I
go through this cycle of frustration to exasperation to "spiritual
patience" roughly 3-6 times a week, though, so don't think I'm some
amazing person or anything haha. I have to "talk myself off the
ledge" so to speak on a regular basis. I know it's worth it, though,
because I feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be. I'm learning a ton and having
some overwhelming and stressful experiences basically every day that I'm in the
classroom, and I wouldn't have it any other way.
What's a blog post without a
cute Zoe photo?!